dancing in september

hmpf. it's only right if i do it now...
since it's the 18th day... and plus it's your 18th year.
i know it's kinda late... so just bare with me =)

hey babygirl,
your finally 18. yeah i know, where's your car? prsh where's you gee-one huh? aha kidding. don't worry... we'll get it seeeyuntaaaymes. anyway, i just want to say that you've been sucha super great, wonderful, awesome, good, perfect person to me. well not perfect ahah but you know? yes... you have... tracing back to our past memories.. the good, the dull, the live, the laughter moments. you know we've been through it all. and i just hope that you won't evah... ever change. stay you. you're like my reflection.. except im uglier and fatter. HAHH! you know when im mad and i can never hide anything from you. you know my gay moments.. aha, oh man. you know me from the inside out... like, all of our inside jokes and everything. honestly... i really miss you. just having you around school and stuff. it really feels a lot different. i guess it's because i've been seeing you almost everyday for like the past two years. and that's when we've really become closer than ever. i know we dont have those typical friendships where we've known each other for such a really long time but even if we dont have that... it really feels like i have known you for quite a while now. aha when did we actually meet? like when i was in grade 6? but we weren't really close.. we would just smile at each other... aha you know? but yeah it's like the typical filipino way how we met... ahah if you see like a filipino parent in a public school you know you gotta meet them... ahah.. but yeah... i think you're dad probably invited my dad but i think we didn't follow up... until tito elmer.. aha and then that's when we saw you guys there again.. loll so unexpected. but yeah. after that time... we've become closer, and closer. we'd talk about our issues and stuff that goes around us. the first time i saw you cry, i honestly did not know what to say... but i tried my best to cheer you up. and honestly... in times like that... i never know what to say to a person. i honestly dont. but hey, i hope i did cheer you up :). that's all i gotta say for now... coz you know. im saving more for later.. ahaha :) you know!

part 2'll come up real soon! you know, more action & detail... ahah!

love you gen, always.